I have been delaying this post on purpose because I kept thinking I would post when I could make big announcements like: I bought my wedding dress! I found a reception site! But I haven't done either of those things and it is stressing me out. For the last four weeks, my life has been consumed by work and wedding.
I'm working at a law firm (one of the same ones as last summer) and I love it, but it keeps me busy. The summer clerkship is full of activities and lunches and actual work, not to mention the pressure of trying to be smart and funny and awesome so that they will want to hire me full time. I've been doing real estate work and banking work. At the end of my clerkship (only two more weeks), I have to pick between the two practices and decide what kind of lawyer I really want to be. I have no idea. Indecision strikes again.
When I'm not at work (okay, sometimes when I am at work), I'm busy planning wedding things. We have our date and our minister, but at the moment, thats it. I have looked at dresses and narrowed it down. Same for reception sites and photographers and bands. Everytime I try to pick something, I freeze and start wondering if I'm making the right decision for "the most important day of my life." Do I really want the reception to be here? Is this really the right dress? Will this photographer really capture all the right moments in the right way? Is this band really going to be able to turn the reception into the big party I want it to be? Its daunting. Indecision strikes again.
Check back soon...hopefully I'll have some decisions made.
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don't worry! you'll figure it all out... sometimes you can't ever know for sure if it's the right decision, so just go with your gut and take the plunge! we can talk all about it tomorrow at wcd! :)
awww..you poor little thing :( don't worry...it all seems to come together in the end. And no, you don't always know if its the right thing exactly, but that day will be the best day ever even if you get the wrong band or the wrong dress :) because it will be your wedding band and your wedding dress and nothing can change that. Enjoy and try not to stress too much :) I'd love to help out if you need me to somehow!
Don't stress out too much Elanie!! Things will fall into place and what ever you choose will be perfect!! Good luck with your planning and with you job!! ~Lauren
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