Do you ever see yourself doing something that you know is stupid, but you just can't stop? That's how I felt yesterday. It was like I was floating above myself, watching me be cranky and moody, and knowing that I was being that way, and not being able to stop. Yesterday, on the drive home from work, I think I cycled through about 4 different moods while on the phone with BJ. Poor guy. I think I made him pretty upset...to the point that he didn't want to bother talking to me at all anymore. Then, I convinced him to come to dinner with my family last night and it ended up being a double date with the 'rents. And they only talked about boring stuff, so Brian hardly talked at all. And then, we get back to my house and he asks what I want to do. Instead of going out, I said I wanted to watch a movie. And then I fell asleep half way through! And it was a movie he didn't really want to watch!! And then, I halfway woke up at the end and was REALLY cranky. I don't even know what all I said to him, but I don't think they were nice things. Anyway, now I'm having a terrible guilt hangover. I wish I could just erase all of that and do it over again.
Or at least figure out how to make myself be normal when I know that I'm acting crazy.
Cheers: to mercies that are new every morning
Jeers: to crazy old Elaine, she's always good for a laugh
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Haha, I've had days like those... Don't you just hate that?? I'm sure Brian will forgive you though. He's a pretty good guy :) Hope you're having a great day big!!! I'll see you this weekend hopefully!!!
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