Curveball

Here's a new factor in my decision for next year:
I can't keep my job at Omni if stay in Dallas. I would have to find a new one. My dad says this is because this was only intended to be temporary and there aren't funds for me to stay here.

PS- I sat in his office and cried about everything for an hour at the end of the day. I just can't decide what to do. I don't know what I want. I can't separate myself from what other people say and figure out whats in my heart.