I have been doing some thinking lately about my life.  With law school just 3 months away, I'm starting to question myself. Is that really what I want to do?  How do I know?  Would my life be more fun and fulfilling if I stayed in with pr where I could write and be creative?  Am I ready to move all the way to Virginia by myself?  Why do I even want to go to law school?  I don't know what kind of law I would study and I can't see myself working at a law firm forever.  Is it even worth all the time, money and effort if I ultimately want to focus on having a family?  If I don't go to law school, though, I'm worried that I'll be filled with regret.  And my dad says the "timing" is right for me to go now while I don't have any responsibility or attachments.  But law school is three years of my life and when I'm done I'll be halfway to 50!  I want to do some fun things while I'm young and I don't think law school counts as "fun."  Yesterday I was looking for jobs for Brian online and I found one that I would LOVE to do and that I'm qualified for.  The Palace Hotel in NY needs a pr coordinator!  They want someone with 1-5 years of experience in the hospitality industry (which I now almost have) and someone who can write well and be organized.  And how cool would it be to live in New York!  And work at the Palace!!  Latte and I could play in Central Park...  Anyway, the thought of passing up opportunities like that just to go study something for 3 years that I'm not sure I'll even like...  It just makes me wonder what I should be doing with my life. 
A mini life crisis.  That's me right now.
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